Ironically, I identify myself primarily as a writer. Despite that, hardly anyone knows that I do that sort of thing. For that reason, and to be inspired by those who dare to blog, I'll start leaving a few things here.

I started the month with a lot of anxiety, as I was almost certain that I was going to fail the term in the weekend studies. Still, my body refused to go to university. In the end I was pulled out of the group at the university, and while I felt a bit of despair at first, it gave me a sense of peace.

The group I was with at the time were not the best company I could have, and they already had a reputation for being the most liberal group at the university. They helped me a lot, but it was very difficult to talk to them, as we had a lot of differences in our outlook on life and the mood they were in.

After that I decided to give myself a little more time to think and write for myself. I also spent some time looking at animation stuff around here, and some amazing artists. 

In the end, I kept learning about sound design, a lot of perspective drawing and some basic fisheye lens stuff, and wrote some worlbuilding for one of my projects.

On the other hand, I think I got into the vice of doing more exercise. I guess that's a good thing :)

The highlight of this month's themes I guess would be the NG christmas in jully collab.

It was my first attempt at creating something for a collab here. I was scared. Afraid I would do something wrong. In the end a lot of things came together between the final days of delivery, and I could barely finish what I had committed to do. Honestly, that project was one of the ones I enjoyed listening to most, my respects to @MasterHand4444, for smoking a joint and organizing that event again.

After that I wanted to participate in the most awaited music events every year at newgrounds. In 2022 I participated with a track that was made in a hurry with my stepbrother, and to tell the truth it left a lot to be desired. 

On the other hand, in the end I decided to apply for two tracks that meant a lot to me this year:

The first song is a remake of the second piece of music I uploaded to the platform, and my personal favourite tune by far. Here is the original in case you want to listen to it:

The other is a birthday present for the first person who has supported me both financially and psychologically. Before I uploaded it here I thought it was a pretty deplorable work, but people liked it a lot xD 

If I qualify for either event, I will put every drop of knowledge into the songs, even what I don't have.

Now, a little thing to decorate this post:

this is my room, the thing on the right is the computer, and yes, it's on a chair. The rest is just decoration,

A small mention I want to make is to @tangerine, for growing up and being him, to @KittyhawkMontrose for making the gijinkas collab (I told him privately, but I have a bad habit of repeating things) and to @TheMiamiDeSantos for achieving the reach he had on youtube, and for his discipline to make his great project happen :3

Finally, I would like to say one or two words in advance.

@Pomarzi and I have talked about doing a collab to release a song, I've postponed it due to lack of inspiration in music, but it's going, it's going. I'll also try to fulfil the daily drawing challenge this month, and also...

Another collab, where I will participate with @TrandafirTeodora and @semiSpaghetti, I think it will be a great project :3

thanks for reading ¡¡Dattebayo!!