I would like to have more confidence in my abilities. I see everything I do as generic, as if it were more of the same. I get bored very quickly with the things I like doing most.

I've been like this for years, and I'm afraid that if it continues like this, I won't be able to achieve anything I really want in the end.

I understand that this is the internet, and that I shouldn't post this because these are personal issues, but I wanted to get at least some of what I've been keeping inside out.